Ungke, Mamad Saotan hor...

So many defects at work... So many test cases... So little time... Haiz... We seem to have a bit of problem with our schedules... Deadline is like Friday of next week... So many things undone... Sigh...

Anyway, we stayed back abit later on Friday to get our schedule up... JY came up with some points that I didn't take into consideration... That is our resource limitations... Oh man... Haiz...

Left the office with the gang, but didn't join them for dinner... Went to meet XL, Lynn and Jasz for dinner instead, due to financial limitations... Sat outside Tao with XL, saw Chelsea with her new hair... Thumbs down man...

Had my favourite Tom Yam Soup for dinner... Then headed down to Mamad Saotan(Mohammad Sultan)... *LOL* Sat down at Beach bar to meet Ah girl and WL for their friend, Jerline's bday celebration... Had half jug of lao hu and lots of nua on the beach chair....

After 12, came the rounds of saboing with cake... We were like mad fools running around the place... It was the first time I saw Lynn run so fast... Left the place around 12 for Tian Di Qing @ River view hotel...

The place was like so small and cramped, unlike how I had imagined it... They were booming Techno(some of them my favourite) at a really loud volume... Felt a bit deaf when I left the place... They had this live band, which was anti-climaxing. The first song they sang was like Xiao wei... *Duh*

The band came with 2 lead singers, 1 male 1 female... The male one cannot make it... Noone was like paying attention to him... Can't even hear him clearly, both singing and compere... The female singer looks like Fei er after she grows like 10 years older... *Double duh* The songs she sing... Don't even know from which nian dai...

WL paid for the Chivas bottle they ordered... Ah girl said we had to pay like 21 each for the bottle... Wah kao... Heart ache man... My bday I also got blanjah leh... Haiz... But have yet to pay her back...

Drank like 7 glasses of Chivas... *Haiz* Think that was the limit... Started acting like a koala bear on XL... Poor thing... But that boliao one asked Ah girl to take over her and be hugged... *Bleah* Dumped Lynn, Jasz and XL to go home first... Ta brake tahan (Tak bokeh tahan)... Must go home sleep...

During the journey home on the cab... Could only remember the lame uncle talking alot... But couldn't remember what our conversation was about... Dropped dead on my sleeping spot after that... Saw the time was like 4 plus in the morning... Woke up at around 9plus near 10 after that...

Got to bump into SY at Paradiz as well... Rather interesting how we tend to bump into each other when we dun make it a point to meet up... Haiz... Some kind of like you yuan wu fen ba... *Haiz*

Work... Work... Work... And more work...

It's been OT after OT, dateline after dateline... Sigh...

It's so tiring... Hope I'm not gonna break down yet... Been exchanging SMS with Ah girl... She's been really nice and all... Encouraging me along the way... Thanks...

Yawnz... So freaking tired... Edmund's bday also coming...
Sigh...

Straight Shedule...

Been thinking about my life schedules... It's so square... Dotz...

Monday - Thursday (0830 - 1730)
Work...

Friday (0830 - 1730)
Work...
(1800 - 2000)
Dinner W Frenz
(2030 - 0300)
Chongster Nite

Saturday (2000 - 0300)
Chongster / Home

Sunday (1530 - 1630)
Lesson

Nothing interesting... Sigh... :P

Wah... Really wrong combination man...

Met up with Irene, Desmond and almost the entire of her family yesterday... Brought them to Doreen for cut haircuts before the shop winds up... Went shopping at MS after that... Met Jennifer there with her friends... Then Irene bought this choker for me with my name on it... :)

Went off to Suntec for more shopping without her parents and her brother... Means I become lightbulb... Haiz... Couldn't find any clothes... Then took a bus down to Dhoby Ghaut to meet the rest...

Thus was the beginning of my lousy arrangement... Practically everyone was late except for Lynn... Jasz came a bit later, followed by XL much later and then GP... Okay... It's some lousy get to know each other session... Wanted to intro GP to Ah Girl... The whole thing was so disastrous...

The whole bunch of us settled down at CE fo dinner... Joey told us there was no steak, and no mushroom soup... That is pure suayness... Everyone was complaining about how hot the sun was... Haiz...

The muddle headed server who was engrossed in her hp conversation,gave us 3 coffee flavoured ice creams... Unwillingly gave us 3 choclate after I complained to Joey... Had no place to go, sure Jasz suggested Sky bar...

Man... Never go to Sky bar... MM is our Mickey mouse club... but Sky bar is the limits... Auntie club... Wah hahaha... The pool table was bloodly near to our seat... I got whacked by a bloody uncle playing pool using his cue stick... The KJ was playing mouldy old songs... And the alcohol just didn't exist in their housepours... I got so pissed, I paid for everyone and asked them not to pay me back...

Anyhow... I made everyone leave the place and we went off looking for another place to hang out... Sat down outside Babylon to watch this couple quarrel... The gal gave the guy so many tight slaps in a row with stero effects... The guy tried to drag the girl home in a cab... None of the cabs were willing to stop of course...

In the end, Joy and GP left... And we ended up going to Beach bar at MS... Which was ironically beside the river... Nua there till closing time at 2... I didn't feel like going home... So Lynn, Jasz and XL accompanied me for supper... So gan dong...

Had a discussion about Ah girl... They asked me if I liked her... Dotz... I told them I was still thinking of that someone... They told me it's not a good reason... Sigh... Reached home at 4 in the morning... :(

Love affairs...

It's bound to hurt when...
- The one you love is in love with someone else...
- The one you love does not love you...
- The one you love is only playing with your feelings...
- The one you love loves the one closest to you...

We always want to bring happiness to the one we love...
Even when it means leaving her...

But we could never bring ourselves to see her living happily with someone else...
We send our warmest wishes and blessings of happiness...
And yet some part of us wish she would come back...
Some part of us wish they would break up...

When all was over... Between the two...
We were more than willing to offer our shoulders...
Do anything to cheer her up...
We may have even been the first on her mind to turn to...

We go all out for her...
Tried to bring the relationship further...
But all we get in return...

A sweet smile... A warm embrace... A thank you...
Then the same familiar back...
Will walk away from us...
Hand in hand with someone else...

Haiz... Love makes us all pathetic fools... Sigh...

The filthy boy who sleeps on the stairs...

Once upon a time... Not too long ago... In fact only a few days ago... There was a boy (EST. 18-20 years old, can't tell... Cause never saw his full face before)... Who slept on the staircase landing of the flat where I stay...

He seemed to be wearing the same set of clothes everyday... Had a stench coming from him... And was always surrounded by puddles of water... He did seem quite pitiful... Noone knows where he came from... Why he sleeps on the stairs... And what he does...

He lies in the middle of a really small platform between the floors... And he never seemed bothered by people making comments... Or even the movement of the people trying to get pass him... He never spoke... Never looked at people...

He wasn't so bad... Except for the major nuisance he causes... What kind of nuisance??? Waste nuisance of course... What's waste nuisance??? Urine of course... Tracing the puddles of water around the landing... Around him... There were visible traces of the origin of the water... Evidences were clear aound his pants... Yes... He peed while lying on that bloody stair landing I have to pass everyday...

He didn't seem to mind waddling in his own waste... Lying in them... He never moved... His body distinctly emitted stench... He didn't want people to forget his presence maybe... Cause he never fails to leave his lingering stench around the place...

So where's the social department??? No idea... Or his family??? No idea... What will happen to him??? No idea... He did seem pretty complacent with his present lifestyle... But I hadn't a chance to see him today... Hopefully he's gone home or something...

Suay day...

Haven't been online for a while, cause I'll been home late for the past few days... Didn't want to disturb my bro's sleep... Thursday went Troppo... Friday went YP's bday... Just now went CE to watch soccer... It's been a while since I sat down there...

Anyway... get down to why I'm suay... Lost 2 ear-hole enlargers after bathing... My favourite hair cut place closing down... Dropped 4 bucks after I left 77th street with my change... Dropped the stopper to my newly bought enlarger... Haiz...

Got myself a new haircut... Had a fun chat with Doreen... Bought a dri-fit top I've been aiming since December last year... Bought a limited edition naruto ring, complete with a necklace...

Exchanged a few SMS with SY... Glad everything's fine... It's been a good night of beer... Thank God for beer... :)

Liverpool lost to ManU 0-1, Chelsea won Tottenham 2-0...

Genting trip...

Just returned from a really tiring and sad Genting trip...

Kenna biang there... Bought ulimited park rides at 40 something RM, but most of the rides I wanna go on are being serviced... Like corkscrew and ghost mine train... Couldn't take the flume ride alone... Only fun ride is the Commit suicide one... The view is breath-taking from up there...

Was asked for IC everytime I stepped into the casino... Lost about 200+ RM... Nothing much gained from the trip... Bought my new year clothes... 1 from B.U.M... Hee...

The food did improve from the last trip though... Check out the pics I took...

Bored me...

Misunderstanding arises...

Woah... Personal apologies to SY... Eh... Just came back from Genting... Wanna apologise to SY... Maybe I had phrased the words too strongly... Wanna clarify... What I meant by biang is being rejected... Nothing as serious as it might have sounded... Really really sorry...

Biang is a word that we casually use in all cases... I was just feeling guilty, seeing XL work so hard to bring us together... I feel apologetic towards her... Felt like I was the biggest loser...

Sorry to XL... For I ruined all her efforts in helping me... Sorry to SY for the misunderstanding...

Sorry... Sincerely from my heart...

Happy Birdday XL...

Just came from XL's bday celebration... Went to Cartel earlier on for dinner... Ordered this Seafood platter, which we shared... Then I ordered an oreo minty milk shake... We were all so bloody full after that...

Carried on to walk around Suntec area after that... Stoppped at the collectable shops to try our luck on the capsules... I got myself a pudding tofu and an really ugly pikachu... I bought myself a NB slingbag, a Nike drifit cap and a Nike sipper bottle... Hmm... Since when have I become so brand conscious???

Later on went to Brekko... Met XL's dad and sis... So qiao... Then the 3 of us had the teh-o beng, which tasted specially bad today... Moved on to 5-10 after that... Ordered this mini barrel (equivalent to 3 jugs)... I had about 2 mugs plus... But I was like so damn full that I puked... Plus I was damn cold, sitting in front of the AC...

SY was at 5-10... But somehow I didn't feel like talking to her... I believe I had decided to give up on her after how she bianged XL yesterday... I didn't mind her bianging me after so long... But it tllk just 1 time for her to biang XL to turn me off her... How could this happen??? Sigh...

Setting off for Genting 3 hours plus later... Gonna miss 2 days of work... Hope LF won't blame me for dumping her... Sigh... It's a good opportunity to take a breather off work and SY... But I doubt this trip is gonna work... I'll most probably miss her... Sigh... Adieos... Cya 3 days later folks...

It's like a headless housefly banging on the door...

Yup... Same topic... Me love girl... Me miss girl... Girl totally indifferent... Kenna biang like hell, but still continue to bang on the wall... My good buddy tried all ways and means to help me, but she also kenna biang... Sigh... It's like nothing will ever come out of this... Anyway, I don't intend to ruin my perfect dream about her...

Sigh... Went out with Ah girl, WL and their friend... Went to Tao's... It's like nearly 30 bucks per head... Anyway, we manage to catch a shot of the gal XL was aiming... :) It's like a bday pressie maybe...

After dinner... Both me and XL kenna drag to MS... We went to Angel... Then kenna biang... 5 of us... The gal said both me and Xl have to pay 15 bucks to go in... Guys free entry, girls free entry with 2 free drinks... But bungs have to pay??? Duh... We went on to Rush... yet again... This time no questions asked... 2 free drinks... Haiz...

Me and XL left early to Troppo... Cause Rush was simply not for us... Made it time for the last set of live band session... Got Chelsea to sing a bday song for XL... Ah girl joined us later on then we taught her how to play pool... Played a few touch screen games... Then went off...

Chelsea and Serena were teasing us about how bad we were... Went to Tao's to listen to chinese band... LOL...

We're always going to Troppo it seems... Went there 2 days in a row... Friday and Saturday... Friday bought 6 shots @ 30 bucks for tsunami fund... Shared by me, XL and Joy...

Got to go...

Dun hurt me...

Someone asked me... Why can't you talk to SY like you talk to everyone else... That's cause I have a special feeling for her of course... She's the one on my mind day break to sun set... Sun set to day break... The one in my dreams... The one I wanna shower all my love on... The one I wanna pamper... The one I wanna hug... Plant a small peck on her cheeks... Whisper sweet nothings in her ears...

Being rejected by someone so important to me had been a trauma... Although it has been a long while since that rejection... I had not been able to pull myself out of the hole I buried myself in... I admit I had been over possessive of her... Sigh... I miss her...

Sitting beside her at 5-10 on the night of 1st Jan... I could only force a smile at her... She looked lovely... Sang beautifully... It's like the best thing that happened to me... Sang to her using my best voice... Sigh... God... How I love her so...